I want food...

Hard evening. I want to cook a big dinner. I'm not hungry just want some real hearty food. BBQ ribs, cheeseburgers, pizza, pie, cake, mashed potatoes and an ice cold bud light. Hahah, ya cravings are here big time tonight. What the heck, I was doing so good!! Maybe because it's Friday or maybe because its the third and final day of the strict phase. Tomorrow will be better because I can start integrating foods back in.

9 more days to go. 9 more days to go. deep breaths. 9 more days to go.

This is when will power is sooooo important. I wont cheat, I've come too far, but I really want to right now. And Pat is making a home made pizza in our kitchen tonight. I hate him right now haha, will freakin power.

I have to stay busy this weekend. Week days fly by with little to no problems, its the weekends that are the hardest. Why is food so important? I wish I knew. I think its all a matter of moderation. If I were just able to have a little bit of something then continue, it would be all good but since this is a 3 week detox, there is no cheating. Also, if you do the math you will realize my LAST day of the detox is Superbowl Sunday. And everyone knows what goes down on Superbowl Sunday. I will be patiently waiting for Monday.

Enough whining, sorry, but this is just a part of all of it. Maybe tomorrow I'll feel back on track. Let's end on a positive note. I'm loving the morning workouts. I have been steadily working out now for 12 days straight. I'm starting to see the results. I am happy to keep that going it's so nice to actually see the changes start to happen! I know once 21 days are over I will be so happy to have survived these ups and downs.